To My Assailant
You are perpetual restraints,
you're sick and scum and I'm raw and lonely.
I'll always be -
a vic -
survivor -
a girl.
Didn't face you on the stand,
let the scar settle in.
Lucky as hell but I'm still
losing grip - slip,
feeling sick and I'm tumbling
at knifepoint again.
Pleasure and pain
exploited for the love of a name
riding through cement tunnels
on a subway train
she preaches in Jesus' name -
what ever happened to not using the name in vain? -
She's a liar -
not a hero, a sinner
with scars and judgements
of Holy or Heretic -
does being a fucked up metro rider get you to heaven?
I wouldn't know,
I'm still just chilling in limbo.
Couldn't say if she's wrong or right
all I know is
Jesus wasn't loving me when you were making me love you
and if Jesus saves then where the fuck was saving me that night.
you're sick and scum and I'm raw and lonely.
I'll always be -
a vic -
survivor -
a girl.
Didn't face you on the stand,
let the scar settle in.
Lucky as hell but I'm still
losing grip - slip,
feeling sick and I'm tumbling
at knifepoint again.
Pleasure and pain
exploited for the love of a name
riding through cement tunnels
on a subway train
she preaches in Jesus' name -
what ever happened to not using the name in vain? -
She's a liar -
not a hero, a sinner
with scars and judgements
of Holy or Heretic -
does being a fucked up metro rider get you to heaven?
I wouldn't know,
I'm still just chilling in limbo.
Couldn't say if she's wrong or right
all I know is
Jesus wasn't loving me when you were making me love you
and if Jesus saves then where the fuck was saving me that night.