An Ode To My Sweetheart

I can't help but look into those eyes,
And all I can do is despise.
Here you made me smile big,
But now you're down there; dig dig dig.

I was so giddy when you were near,
But now all I can do is fear.
Fear of where you are now.
It all happened so fast; boom, bang, kapow.

Here the birds were flying high,
But all the sudden you just died.
The laughter across the New Yorks street.
The steady rhythm your heart doesn't beat.

I wish I could simply see you again,
Like we did when we were ten.
I wish you knew how I felt when the flash went off that day,
And I hope you know that now I'm a dog without play.