the two worst parts of me

while I do have many bad parts
im cocky
im sometimes selfish
Im to loyal to people who don’t deserve it
and I get addicted to things to easy
but the worst two parts of me
the one
two combo
is my insecurely
my paranoid
and my need to be gratified

if I don’t have people
tell me how much i mean
to them
I start to worry
they don’t care
or that they
secretly hate me
and are plotting against me

I cant ask you to tell me how much
I mean to you every day
but a laugh
at one of my stupid jokes
or one of your beautiful smiles
on my bad days
goes a long
long way