I don't want to know why.

I don't want to know why.
I don't want to understand.
I understand what I want.
I complex what I don't.
I sit and listen to lectures.
I sit and think nothing at all.
I sit and zone myself out.
I blur my vision,
I stop my breathing,
I maximize the sound of the fan.
I don't want to know why.
I don't want to understand.