Nutcase

It may seem like I'm all together,
That I handled all this well,
Truth is my mind's under the weather,
Its cracked as I fell.

Have you even known what its like,
To feel so unsatisfactory?
Its like your a strike,
So very desolatory.

Always someone's second best,
I used to be somebodies first.
Now I'm unimportant as the rest,
They threw me back in, lips pursed.

People always find something or someone better,
No one ever wants what they have gave,
So don't be shocked when you find that affair letter,
Because what people get, they no longer crave.

So if you look and see love,
There is no such thing its all a ruse.
All it takes is a little shove,
Towards what they want, and they don't care what they lose.

People left me.
Now I'm no one.
Can't you see?
Once your important once,
Forever you are shunned.