Its funny when your dead how people start listenin'

People don’t relies how much it hurts.
To be picked on,
To not like your self, to not like what you look like.
You were talking to her on the phone today, I heard everything.
“She said yes, but ugleys there too.”
You fucking laughed after that, you and your “friends”
I cried, do you know how it feels to be called ugly by a person who you know means it?
I bet you don’t, I heart more inside than anything.
You don’t think about how other people feel.
Do you know how much I would like to kill myself?
I don’t like myself I don’t like anything about myself.
I have a egg shell around me but I guess you found a crack.
Im glad she hung upon you and said I wasn’t.
But nothing can take the hurt away.
I feel worthless, I just hated myself.
I sit here trying not to crying, but its not working.
One thing that I wonder about is that….
Its funny when your dead how people start listenin`