Feeling Like Nothing

you.
the one who's got a taste for my skin.
the one.
who's making me learn the hard way.
this new me has to die.
and you need to go.
i've got nothing for you now.
didnt you hear?
that part is dead.
i need to glue back my pride.

i wont be asking you anything.
i know where to go.
who's my friend.
what the price is i now have to pay.
look at me.
i'm the person i hate.

you.
the one i cant blame.
the one who knew nothing of the days.
watch me rebel against ghost.
always taking too much ghost.
as this ink stains the page.
this is me coming clean.

i wont be asking you anything.
i know where to go.
who's my friend.
what the price is i now have to pay.
look at me.
i'm the person i hate.

since i'm not me.
should i change my name?
dress in my least favorite colors.
dye my hair a deadly black.