betend to love me

i wake up and you are now there
staring as you jumping on my bed
thinking a loving father would kiss my head
but instead he chokes me with out a breath
i cant bear to take
he hits my face like it is one of his games
my mom is out side my door im hearing her laugh and she seeing me in pain is the start of her day
i tell her mommy please pretend to love
please kiss me at night
tell me a loving story
the ones i always read at night