life love will bring and love may take life back

in this vast darkness
i alone seek for your lighted hand
gone away gone away my distest
every time i see you
splashed red no more are my arms
your smile gives healing to the cracked beating
half empty glass becomes full
weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds
tick away on my heart strings
my dry pillow now wet again each night
and the red splatters apon my arms once more
as you turn your back and say ''a'do''
filled with the haunting darkness i return to my shadow self
the smell of our roses lingering on the table
the touch of lips in our kiss fades slowly in to memories
as red fills the showers drain
i see its lovely shade
its gracefull river
the sweet scars are my new marks of passion to myself