The White Light

The so called pain of leaving you
was non existant
I can't be around you
I can't take the feeling
the confusion in my mind
Pushing me over the cliff...

I fall for what seems like for ever
I could never love you
For my heart lies somewhere else
I want to forget you but i can't
It's like a dark, black hole
I hear my thoughts ordering me to say good bye
But It's taking me over and i can't let it

I wonder if you ever loved me, if you ever really wanted me
Because i lied, for your protection
I told you the truth but curiosity tempted me every step of the way
I can't fight it anymore
I had to...and i'm sorry
For the false hope i gave you
I did wrong
But i think you faulted more than i

Mistakes in the past, you never meant anything
Finally i see what i've been searching for
The white light....