I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I fuck up,
I'm sorry we grew apart.
I'm sorry we don't know each other any more.
We used to be close,
But it's clearly not that way anymore.

I'm sorry I said you did nothing,
When for awhile, you did everything, Niisan.
I felt betrayed when you left,
And the anger just built up.
When you broke your promise,
That hurt the worse.

I'm sorry I lost my temper,
I know you were trying to help, Oneechan.
And you were right when you said I'd have to accept it.
Now I want to fix it,
But alas,
'tis too late.
I'll always be here for you though.

I'm sorry I ignored you,
Otouto,
when I know you needed my help.
I just felt a pain when I had to read it.
I thought you'd have told me.
Now I don't feel trustworthy in your eyes.

I love you all,
And hope you know that.
And when you all realize how sorry I honoustly am,
I hope it'll all be fixed.
Until then,
Merry meet, merry part, merry meet again,
and blessed be.