Apparently I Died

Floating on a cloud of white
Moving towards a bright gold light
Wondering how i ended up like this
Surrounded by a warm wet mist

But then my cloud starts to shake
A voice tells me that its too late
My soul is blackened to the core
They cannot help me anymore

The cloud is gone with the light
Where i am is darker than night
Then it hits me,i'm ion my soul
Its is blacker than the blackest coal

My past appears before my eyes
The people i hurt with all my lies
My screams of pain ring in my ears
They wretch from me the tears of years

Apparently i died this day
But my price is too high to pay
I cannot spend forever like this
My mistakes forming a horrible mist

I climb my way out of the hole
The pitch black ditch that is my soul
So i'll stay here in the between
The place few have ever seen