Angel with closed wings Soon to fly When she sets herself free

I'm living my life in a cloudy room
I cant see anyone not even the truth
I feel caged as I'm walking into walls
Not being able to find the door to my flaws
Someone please I'm begging you set me free
I need to breathe
I need fresh air to save me
Listen to me plead
As i set in what i think is the middle of this fogged room
I picture my childhood and search for the truth
Who am i and what did i do to be put in this place
I was a young girl who saw the world as an obstacle
I believed in myself and trusted my faith
What happened to me!?
"Rae think deep"
A voice called to me
I started to cry and let out my heart
I said everything that happen but i missed out on details from the dark
"don't hide truth that soon become lies"
"I'm trying my best just give me some time"
I was abused and raped
I fought because of hate
I lived through lies to fit in my place
I gave my life to the devils bate
I did voodoo and witch craft to save my soul
I spoke to the dead to give me a home
I hated my life because i lied
I wish i never spoke and pushed myself to survive
The room was cleared when i opened my eyes
Bright as can be with a door that glowed and i was ready to see
What future i had ahead of me
I opened it up and though my eyes filled with tears
I saw the love of my life and my amazing child
She waited for me to come out from the clouded room
We lived life the right way no secrets or lies
We lived it with happiness no untold stories that effect my life