I know sorry doesn't help

I know saying sorry doesn't change anything,
I know saying sorry doesn't change the fight we had,
I know saying sorry doesn't change what I said or have done,
I know saying sorry doesn't change how you felt,

I know sorry is all I say, but you say it's okay and you forgive me,
But I know inside it's not okay
I know it wont do any one any good but i'm truly and utterly sorry for every thing, for all the mistakes that I have made,

What i'm writing on this paper might mean nothing to you but it mean everything to me
because your the one I can rely on when I am hurting inside,
your there when I need someone to talk to,
I wish I was better than I am now to you, but i'm sorry
I know I make a lot of promises that I don't keep,
I hop you can forgive me for every thing,
I love you more than you think.