Out of my head

Pseudo thoughts fill my head
A thick fog
Down myself in my sweet sorrows
What happened to me?

When I start to talk
Build up thoughts
Stay trapped
I'm out of my head

Thinking of the impossible
Thinking in the wrong
This is how I am
Where did I go wrong?

Four long years ago
I made myself a promise
Treacherous journey here
I've thrown it away

I'm out of my head
For wanting what I want
I'm out of my head
For thinking how I think
I'm out of my head
For thinking I'm something else
All I've ever been was me
So why don’t I believe the girl
Who looks back at me?