Say Hello

I'm sorry I hated me,
and that everyone else did too.
I made you laugh,
it even made me cry.

This is sorry for the last time,
and I don't regret it.
I cut again,
and everyone knows it.

The teachers give looks,
my friends scoot away.
I have no friends but you,
and you won't leave me.

I'm not strong enough,
and I can't go on.
So here I lie on my bed,
knife clutched hard.

Wrists are bleeding out,
now there is a reason.
I said I would die for him,
and he left.

You are all thats left,
and your name is Pain.
You never leave,
and you are the reason.
The reason I'm gone!