Emotions

would it make you feel better
to watch me as I bleed?
I told you all my secrets
I didn’t expect you to react like this
you were now scared of me
scared about me hurting myself
and it hurt inside.
it made me want to make myself bleed.
and then you ignored me
having fun and pretending I didn’t exist.
my secret consumed you.
and you were terrified.
you make me want to make myself bleed.
but I’m stronger than this
I won’t let you bring me down.
I made myself bleed.