mental breakdown

mental breakdowns
sobs echo in my mind
the world is blurry.
very blurry.
I’m aware of people staring
But I don’t care
The world is spinning round
I’m scared
I can’t see anything
my grubby little fists are pushed into my eyes
trying to stop the tears
I shield myself from your screaming
and your violent blows
never forget
you did this to me
you made me this way.
so don’t tell me I did this to myself.
I did not make myself go crazy.
it was all you.