Don't Mind Me
Even if you mind I'm gonna scream and cry.
I've tried and I've gone through so much.
Not all of it,
But its been enough.
I am gonna do as I have,
And try to correct the wrongs.
But even when I'm down.
I'm still high enough to keep falling.
Even when I touch ground,
It doesn't make the same sound.
Everything is misty to my eyes.
And I always feel as if I'm drowning.
So, if you don't mind,
I'm gonna gasp for air.
If you don't mind,
I'll admit I'm scared.
If you don't mind,
I wanna run.
If u don't mind,
I don't need you.
You don't have to look for me.
I was always here.
And I can't even leave.
So don't mind me,
When I start to grieve,
For the lack of acknowledgement,
Or cause the pain in me,
Has outgrown my entire body.
So even if you mind,
I am gonna cry and scream.
Even if you dont mind,
I was never as I seemed.
Only I know the last time I smiled.
But I'll let you know,
It didn't even reach a mile.
No teeth showed.
Barely a whimper.
It happened to me.
Only one December.
Ever since then,
all I remember,
Is saying...
Don't mind me.
I'm just still hurting.
I don't need your pity.
I don't need your worry.
I don't even know what to ask of you now.
So don't mind me.
Cause you wouldn't know how,
To help me.
I've tried and I've gone through so much.
Not all of it,
But its been enough.
I am gonna do as I have,
And try to correct the wrongs.
But even when I'm down.
I'm still high enough to keep falling.
Even when I touch ground,
It doesn't make the same sound.
Everything is misty to my eyes.
And I always feel as if I'm drowning.
So, if you don't mind,
I'm gonna gasp for air.
If you don't mind,
I'll admit I'm scared.
If you don't mind,
I wanna run.
If u don't mind,
I don't need you.
You don't have to look for me.
I was always here.
And I can't even leave.
So don't mind me,
When I start to grieve,
For the lack of acknowledgement,
Or cause the pain in me,
Has outgrown my entire body.
So even if you mind,
I am gonna cry and scream.
Even if you dont mind,
I was never as I seemed.
Only I know the last time I smiled.
But I'll let you know,
It didn't even reach a mile.
No teeth showed.
Barely a whimper.
It happened to me.
Only one December.
Ever since then,
all I remember,
Is saying...
Don't mind me.
I'm just still hurting.
I don't need your pity.
I don't need your worry.
I don't even know what to ask of you now.
So don't mind me.
Cause you wouldn't know how,
To help me.