The Is No Light Here

there is no light here
no smile
no embrace
there is no one
who understands
no one to save me
from gripping hands
should have saw it
should have known the score
i was blinded and broad sided
silly little hope and dreams
never meant to be
empty night's
and lonely days
in the cards for me
cold and dizzy head is spinning
betrayal how it stings
lost in silent blood red rages
holding back the beast
out of it now
gone forever
never back again
the blackness found me
and held my hand
and took me back again .
Hatred holds me now
should have known it all before
silly hope of ever after
sneaked right out my door