If I

If I could tell you how I feel,
Then maybe my heart would heal.
If I wasn't so afraid of rejection,
Then maybe I'd so you some affection.
If I told you how I've got a crush,
Would you rush for the door, or blush?
If I opened up my heart,
Would we part?
If I said you were my every thought,
Then maybe you'd see how hard I fought.