Changes

Everything changed so fast.
One day we were almost together, and then the next like strangers.
Strangers that know each other all too well.
So much tension that it just drove us both crazy.
Back and forth for months to come.
My heart broken.
And then suddenly it all snapped back into place.
Slowly getting better, us slowly getting closer.
Then as everything fell apart for you, it fell together for us.
I had you back, at least in some sense.
Nights spent awake and up late.
Days spent together.
Talking about anything and everything.
Through all of that I realized that I can't live without you.
Then we did something we haven't done in so long.
You warned me this might happen, but I'm stubborn.
Just one time did it.
Now it's all back to strangers.
Not fully, but getting there.
The thought of it depresses me and I feel the tears down my face.
I'm so scared to even say anything.
You always get so angry when you're right
But I can't live like this.
It's only been a day and I'm falling apart.
I'm not worth it.
You don't even care anymore.
If you don't care about me, I have no reason to care about myself.