Tell me, how does it feel.

Tell me, how does it feel to be second best?
To be chosen, only after all the rest?
How does it feel, to know he wanted me first?
You were option two, does that make you feel worse?

Tell me, how does it feel to betray your best friend?
To know there is no way to make real amends?
How does it feel, to know it will never last?
I was option one, but now I'm part of his past.

Tell me, how does it feel to mess with other guys?
To fool around, and flirt, and tell your boyfriend lies?
How does it feel, to know you will one day break his heart?
Knowing you will never love him, from very the start?

Tell me, how does it feel when you share a kiss?
To know that it was once me, feeling that bliss?
How does it feel, to know his lips once touched mine?
Do you even realise, you've crossed over the line?

Tell me, how does it feel to lose me for him?
To have his arms around you, but to feel empty within?
How does it feel, to know you won't ever be my friend again?
When you lose him, it'll be too late to heal this pain.

Tell me, how does it feel to hurt me?
To do it when you knew it would sting, to openly desert me?
How does it feel, to know I cry myself to sleep?
Because you know, you're the reason that I weep.
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I guess this just describes how I feel.