Your Biggest Mistake

I feel the hatred in your voice
I hear the sound as your hand comes in contact with my skin
I see the blood that pours out
I taste the air as I breath in and out

I run and hide when your completed
I hope to God to just die now
You've done nothing to help me now
And I'm plotting.

I find the gun under your bed
But along with it I find the substance
The horrid stuff that turned you against me
Ever since I was merely 2

You've stabbed your words
Straight through my heart
The evil that you've portrayed
I cannot forget.

I take the gun that once was yours
and point it at your sleeping figure
I hold my breath and close my eyes
but I do not succeed

I do not dare to kill my own
you're the one who gave me life
but quickly took it after
And I will not forget.

I take the bag that you love so much more than me
and dump it in the river
But did not notice you standing near
No one can save me now

You grab my hair
You notice tears
but do you care?
not one bit

You laugh instead
you throw me down
kick me until you think I'm gone
and then you turn away

That was your biggest mistake