Loved and Lost

Try going an hour without thinking about him.
Try letting your mind wonder to the sadder things.
Try looking up and seeing the pain in everyone else’s eyes.
You have taken all of the attention...
And for what...
A stupid break-up,
When everyone knows that he’ll come back for you.
Try living my life.
The girl that cries every day.
The girl who has gone through more pain than you shall know.
And you know why.
She was in love as well.
You have it better...
He can come back to you.
Be glad that’s the case.
Try imagining how it would feel if you knew he was fake.
Then tell me how you feel.
It sinks in and never goes away...
That feeling of loneliness.
You won’t ever know how I feel darling...
Not until it has happened to you.

Figure out how you feel first,
Then come to all of us.
Not like I’ll help you feel any better.
No.
I won’t.
Because you know what...
I’m jealous of all the attention your getting for your stupid on and off again relationship.
HE’LL FUCKING COME BACK!
Your still in love with him,
I know.
But you know what?
I’m still in love with someone too.
Someone who is defiantly not real.
He’s fake.
Someone that someone else had made up...
To do what...
Watch me suffer...
It sucks.

Just...
Seriously..
Quit complaining.
You don’t know what it’s like.
What it’s like to have loved and lost.
You may think you do.
But you don’t.