Promises Broken

A crush turned out to be to much
Pushing away and yelling
You said "Get out of my life"
I'll abide to what you want,
Why wouldn't I?
I give you all you want,
Save nothing back
I love you, don't I?
Look away as I cry in defeat
You'll never understand how much that hurt
You made a promise,
Not to ever leave me.
I guess you didn't really break it by telling me to leave, right?
And here I sit, broken and
Follow my voice as I cry out in pain
What more do you want,
a big bloody stain?
You'll get what you take
I'll give it all,
Even life itself
Was it worth the fall?