Ally

Drifting apart sucks.
We told each other everything.
I haven't been there.
I feel like I've left you down.
The one that never hurt me.
And I feel as if I hurt you.
I love you more than anything.
Even though it might not show.
The thing is,
I can't show what's real.
I tell a bunch of people that I love them.
But there are only a few that I really love.
You are one of them.
The darkest nights,
The hardest hours,
You have always been there.
If you feel hurt by me,
I'm so sorry.
I really need you back.
I feel like I have no one.
And I'm so depressed without you.
I did it again tonight.
I know that if I would have talked to you,
I wouldn't have.
I know that you would save me.
I know that you could save me.
I hope that you do save me.
I love you more than anything.
I need you.