Someone

I have a confession
Im not okay
I hide the fact
That its not okay
Im afraid youll think im,suicidal
Yes I may,confess
I have those moments where I wish
I was no longer alive
I have those moments where I feel like giving up
I feel like I,can tell you anything
But this I feel very weary
I feel so ugly and scarred and broken
My mask is still in place as of now
I feel like a misplaced doll
Long forgotten and cared about
Nobody will cry when I die
Nobody will be sad
Nobody will even think,
Twice about my death
Thats how I feel
Im to chicken to take my own life
I know it will hurt
thats why am afraid
I just hope that one day
When I die
Someone will cry for me
Someone will be sad
Someone will feel pain from my death
Someone will care