This Fight Is Done

Is it true?
Is it really me, not you?
I sit awake at night and cry,
Because I believe your lies.

Nothing can make this right,
After what you said tonight.
This was our last fight,
Saying that wasn't too bright.

I lay here and cry,
I just wanna die.
Do I believe your lies?
Or drown in mine?

I'm hurt right now,
And you're taking a bow.
Are you proud of yourself,
For hurting someone else?

I'm alone in the dark,
Words tearing at my heart,
You did your part,
This pain is all your fault.

This fight is done,
You think you've won.
You've made me cry,
And you've fed me lies.

My insides have died.
My soul is scarred.
I just want to die,
To end my life.

But you won't let that happen,
It would be too easy.
Why get rid of me now,
Before you're done hurting me?

Your words are daggers,
Piercing my soul.
You're supposed to be a father.
But you're not playing the role.

You yell at me over nothing,
And point out my flaws.
I'm convinced you want to end me,
But you're too scared of the law.

Your life would be better without me,
I don't doubt that for a second.
But now I hate your guts,
And I think I forgot to mention:

Sticks and stones could break me,
Hollywood could make me.
I don't need your ass.
I guess it's my last laugh.

I'll milk you for all you're worth,
Til you're done on Earth.
And while you're burning in Hell,
I'll be doing well.

This fight is done,
Just think you've won.
But victory is mine,
Because I'm gonna be just fine.