guilty underlove

It hurts, it burns
when you flirt, my stomach turns.

When your with her,
My dream in such a blur

My feelings are...

locked inside a cell,
wanting to break out of it's shell.

It may be cheesy for him.
but in the dim, the light souls through
As if I only knew.

waiting and waiting to be swept off my feet
Imagining us slowdancing to the beat.

the moonlight glistening on us
Nothing but the background of trucks.

Shhh, I have the lock and you have the key
there's no block this is all we need.

we'll be safe, no worries
in this wintery haze or blurry images

When 11:11 rolls around is this the wish you make aswell?
What about the love seashells?

Your my wonder
the thoughts that wander.

the rain,
Just makes the pain
As equal as us.

the guilt hits as soon as heard.
it's sways like that bird.
no one hears but its still there.