Pushing You To The Limit

A little girl sitting on her stairs
Her Dad's home but she's not prepared
She's scared
She don't want to deal with him again
They say that she needs therapy
But that will never get to me
She screams
He's banging on her door, he's not her friend
Do you know what it's like to not feel safe
Everyone around trying to break you down
And f*** around
Pushing you to the limit

I don't think you see
That these cuts are deep
You're actually making me
Afraid to bleed
Broken bones from the pain
Make it go away
I'm used to the sensation
Pouring out my veins

Here we go, here we go now
It feels better the second time around
She's fine
People see the marks but she will never say
It's my father that's hurting me
And I don't need sympathy
I'm fine
It's ok to mask the pain until it's too late
Do you know what it's like to not feel safe
Everyone around trying to break you down
And f*** around
Pushing you to the limit

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Now I'm sitting in a pool of blood
But that's just showing love
Right?
Cause that's what you taught me
Let's make it a competition
Who kills me first
You or me?
Cause I've been ready

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