I Want To Hide

I want to hide,
Somewhere, where no one could find me
And I could be alone with my thoughts
My own depression
Not wanting to bring anyone down with me
So I will run and hide
To a secrete place
No one will notice that I am concealed
From this world,
A living hell it seems.

I want to hide
Get away from the family
Not looking back at the house that haunts me,
The one place that a child is supposed to feel safe,
But I don't...
Why?
I don't know,
The screaming
The constant fighting
A living hell it seems.

I want to hide
From this depression
But that seems to find me everywhere
I couldn't escape that
Could I?
Hide from an emotion
The soul eater,
The emotional pain,
The physical pain,
A living hell it seems.