Secret memories aging this skin

Amazing what you find behind skin
discovering a wronged truth within
you only know what I let you see
all the things you thought I couldnt be
now you wonder the secrets I kept
weighing on me every night I slept
you stare at me with a pained face
hearing about memories I cant erase
all the horrible shit ive been through
realizing these things you never knew
can you feel the pain I feel within
still trapped beneath this aging skin