I still need you.

I still need you;
I just couldn't let you go.

I still feel you;
Your heartbeat through your clothes.

I still see you;
Your everlasting shadow by the door.

I still love you;
Darling, I couldn't love you more.

But I can pretend it's all okay;
I can smile, and laugh.

I can look at you everyday,
And ignore what we once had.

Deep down inside, though,
Is where the truth lies.

Deep down inside,
I break down and cry.

Because I still need you;
Need your once never-ceasing care.

I still feel you;
The numerous times I've felt your stare.

I still see you;
The pieces of you, us; on the floor.

I still hate you.
Darling, I couldn't hate you more.

Why did you leave?