Shattered Yet Splattered
I thought you would be the one, the one to have my back, the one to keep me on the right track. I just feel like sitting in the dark, I feel like not playing my part. Light some candles, cue the music, I need some time to think, I think I need a drink.
I never felt like such a foolish little girl, I should have never given us a whirl. But when I found out you were taken, this pain I felt could not be mistaken. My heart was broken, I felt it shatter, and fall to my stomach with a splatter. I felt like crying, I felt like crawling into a ball and dying.
Nothing prepared me for this kind of pain. This is a new kind of self torture. It felt like a panic attack but so much richer. Like someone had a pillow over my face and was sitting on my chest. I just wanted to give in and rest. I had to hold it all in, hold it all inside. I had to wait till it receded like an ocean tide.
I never felt like such a foolish little girl, I should have never given us a whirl. But when I found out you
were taken, this pain I felt could not be mistaken. My heart was broken, I felt it shatter, and fall to my stomach with a splatter. I felt like crying, I felt like crawling in a ball and dying.
My heart went pitter, patter, then I felt it stop with shutter. Just sitting in this dark room all alone, no one to help me heal my scares, I never knew I was in this far. I felt like an empty shell just going through the motions, I never really had any strong emotions. But every time I knew I'd would see you, my heart would beat faster and the hours would last longer. I always wondered of you felt the same, but now I guess I have my answer.
Never, no not ever, have I ever felt like such a foolish little girl. I feel like I have to hurl. But when I found out you where taken, the pain I had felt could not be mistaken. My heart was broken, I felt it shatter, and fall to my stomach with a splatter. I felt like crying, I felt like crawling into a ball and dying hello hello
I never felt like such a foolish little girl, I should have never given us a whirl. But when I found out you were taken, this pain I felt could not be mistaken. My heart was broken, I felt it shatter, and fall to my stomach with a splatter. I felt like crying, I felt like crawling into a ball and dying.
Nothing prepared me for this kind of pain. This is a new kind of self torture. It felt like a panic attack but so much richer. Like someone had a pillow over my face and was sitting on my chest. I just wanted to give in and rest. I had to hold it all in, hold it all inside. I had to wait till it receded like an ocean tide.
I never felt like such a foolish little girl, I should have never given us a whirl. But when I found out you
were taken, this pain I felt could not be mistaken. My heart was broken, I felt it shatter, and fall to my stomach with a splatter. I felt like crying, I felt like crawling in a ball and dying.
My heart went pitter, patter, then I felt it stop with shutter. Just sitting in this dark room all alone, no one to help me heal my scares, I never knew I was in this far. I felt like an empty shell just going through the motions, I never really had any strong emotions. But every time I knew I'd would see you, my heart would beat faster and the hours would last longer. I always wondered of you felt the same, but now I guess I have my answer.
Never, no not ever, have I ever felt like such a foolish little girl. I feel like I have to hurl. But when I found out you where taken, the pain I had felt could not be mistaken. My heart was broken, I felt it shatter, and fall to my stomach with a splatter. I felt like crying, I felt like crawling into a ball and dying hello hello