Worst Enemy

Wish there was anybody else
I could so conveniently blame
But its time I face it
I'm my own worst enemy

Blood stains on my blue jeans
Red running off my hands
Constant reminder that
I'm not innocent
Not as innocent as
I want you to believe
And I cant believe
That you would still love me
After everything you've seen
I'm my own worst enemy

Maybe you get it
See I'm only a danger to myself
Maybe you comprehend
That even though I love you
I'll still try to push you out
Please try to help me
I'm my own worst enemy

I'd have done
Anything to keep you
Stand between the
two sides of me
The me that needs you
With every breath she takes
And the me that's
My own worst enemy

What didn't kill me
Should have made me stronger
Even if being stronger
Meant being without you alone
Because I made my own choices
Burnt our bridges
Hurt without meaning
Spoke before thinking
Knowing as I walked away
There is only just me
My own worst enemy

You know I wish there was anybody else
I could so conveniently blame
But you followed me anyway
Knowing that I'm my
Own worst enemy