If I cared

If I really cared I wouldn’t lie
if I really needed you I wouldn’t cry
nothing in this world made me all that happy
until you came into the world I created for me

it’s so difficult to care about someone so obsessive
nothing makes me hate more then someone who is possessive
people can’t tell me you're the only thing I need
because you're never there to stop me bleed

why does it bother me when I can’t feel
doesn’t my numbness make my wounds heal
I can’t be comfortable in a room of knives
my life flows away with all my lies

I can run away from my enemies
but then I would never see them fall to their knees
never hear them cry for my help
as I walk away the best I have ever felt