Dear Love.
When you walked into my life, I felt like a new born. You came with nothing but the idea of a new beginning. Everyone was against it, unfortunately they couldn't stop it. I knew it was dangerous, but like a vampire wanting blood, I wanted more & more. With time, it became so strong that if placed on a regular scale of feelings, it wouldn't have been designed. It couldn't reach perfection but it was full of magic. I didn't know what it was, I didn't want it to stop. I couldn't find another ride, I had to give away my pride. Unbelievable but I was still feeling beautiful until you decided to steal my soul.
When you walked out of my life, you took everything with you. My strength has disappeared like everything else. But it's nothing, nothing but what I've always expected; Nothing compared to what you have brought. I'm not a smoker but your body was my weed. I usually don't drink, but your voice has gotten me tipsy many times. And when I was in your arms, I felt like gravity was not what's holding me to the planet, it was you. I was ready to do anything for you. But you left and I'm left with nothing. I want to go to rehab but I'm afraid it won't help. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. I'm screaming but no one can hear me, I'm drowning but no one can see it. You have damaged my heart, you have destroyed the light in my poetry. The more it hurts, the more I hope, because the pain is my only reminder that it was real. It's almost a shame to know how much I need you, your absence is now turning death into my priority. I never asked for you, but now that you're gone, I can't breathe. I thought it was love, but I was wrong, love can never feel so strong. I'm scared but I need an answer, and if to find one I have to rush danger, I'll do it. I swear, I'm not used to this fear. Please, don't let it be too late, come back into my life. I'm begging on my knees, read over and you'll see the word "Please". It's like asking God for life, it's like bleeding in the inside. Each day that passes is a door that closes. Why are you gone? Think about the causes... Take all the time you need, I will always be waiting.. Until my heart stops beating.
Sincerely, I miss you.
From: Dydy LaRose
To: Anonymous
When you walked out of my life, you took everything with you. My strength has disappeared like everything else. But it's nothing, nothing but what I've always expected; Nothing compared to what you have brought. I'm not a smoker but your body was my weed. I usually don't drink, but your voice has gotten me tipsy many times. And when I was in your arms, I felt like gravity was not what's holding me to the planet, it was you. I was ready to do anything for you. But you left and I'm left with nothing. I want to go to rehab but I'm afraid it won't help. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. I'm screaming but no one can hear me, I'm drowning but no one can see it. You have damaged my heart, you have destroyed the light in my poetry. The more it hurts, the more I hope, because the pain is my only reminder that it was real. It's almost a shame to know how much I need you, your absence is now turning death into my priority. I never asked for you, but now that you're gone, I can't breathe. I thought it was love, but I was wrong, love can never feel so strong. I'm scared but I need an answer, and if to find one I have to rush danger, I'll do it. I swear, I'm not used to this fear. Please, don't let it be too late, come back into my life. I'm begging on my knees, read over and you'll see the word "Please". It's like asking God for life, it's like bleeding in the inside. Each day that passes is a door that closes. Why are you gone? Think about the causes... Take all the time you need, I will always be waiting.. Until my heart stops beating.
Sincerely, I miss you.
From: Dydy LaRose
To: Anonymous