Doesn't mean a thing

Yeah, I'm not crying.
Sure, there aren't any tears.
Doesn't mean a thing though
The pain is still there.

Yes I know I'm smiling.
Sure I know I'm laughing.
Doesn't mean that I'm ok though
Because it's just a show.

Sometimes the laughter makes it worse,
All the smiling only makes me hurt.
The crying is my comfort zone.
The tears remind me I'm alone.

It's better to know these things,
Than pretend they aren't real.
Doesn't make a difference though,
I'm still able to feel.