Why Am I?

Why am I thinking of you?
It's just not right
Everything I do
Reminds me of you tonight

Why am I starting to feel
My heart beat again
Is this love real
For the first time since him?

Why am I writing you this
You will never reply
Not with a hug or kiss
Because you're much to shy

Why am I even bothering at all
It's not like you'll love me
Yet I continue to fall
And think of what we could be