This Battle Between Us

I hate this.
One day, you say something to make me love you.
The next day, you say how much you love her.
Directly behind me.
Then my feelings for you take a turn:
I hate you.

Never can I hate you too long;
You just have that power to bring me back.
Time after time, time after time.
Each time I try to get your attention,
It just ends with your intentions.

You hurt me,
You harm me,
You shove me aside.

You never look at me,
You say things you've never meant to me.
You make me spill so many innocent tears.

What did I ever do to you to make you hate me so much?
Did I attempt to get you one too many times?
Was it something I said?
Or is it just I'm not pretty enough for you?
Is it that you're ashamed of me liking you?
WHAT???
WHAT DID I EVER DO TO YOU???

I can't even talk to you without wanting to say three words:
I love you.
In fact, I can't even talk to you anyways;
You never give me the chance,
Or
You're beside her-where you know I can't say anything.

Is this battle between us ever going to end?

Since I know you don't care, what's the point in trying so hard to get you?
What's the point in loving you?
What's the point in crying myself to death?
The point in thinking of you?
Wasting my life over you?

I guess I'll never know.