Is it so wrong?

Is it so wrong?
I must ask
To love with all your heart
Are the signs all correct
When they warn of a cliff
Am I only a victim
In the same boat as everyone else?
Or is this different
Is this pain somehow good
Am I headed down a path of flowers
Or through a meadowy wood
Can it all be fixed
And will my life go back
To what it was?
Can I find the happy medium
Will these thoughts leave my mind,
This weight leave my shoulders?
When the clock strikes 12
The circle starts again
Another day, another hope
But nothing more
I can't comprehend
How something once so lovely
Must meet it's end
How what we have was called love
And is now regarded as hate
I alone must trek through this maze
Though it hurts my eyes to run in the dark
I alone must make the choice
Though it breaks my heart to start
The end must be the beginning
The show must go on
He is perfect to me
And he is all I will ever need
So I take a breath and dive in
And kiss his sweet soft lips
I clench my fists and hold my tongue
And touch his fingertips
I make the bad into good
By one single thought
Happiness is key
The rest is history