You

I hate sleeping
Because all i ever dream of is you
It's never ending
The pain you never knew
You never bother asking
If I'll be okay
The tears are fading
You don't have to stay
I don't need saving
Just stay the fuck away
I'll never be the same
The reason is you
We've changed the seasons
The problem's grew
Now they're too strong
Time to move on
Not again
These feelings are fawn
Maybe we should start again
But all that ever gets us is sin
Don't you know how many tears I've cried for you?
Do you even care about how many times I've died for you?
I see now that all you ever meant was pain
Love was never your intended emotion
It's obviously true
Me and you
It used to work
In the leeds you lurk
Now suicide's my sugar
Cyanide and bitter lies
What a sweet sacrifice
Let's just sit here until we die
I could get lost in your eyes
But I won't let myself
not again
I refuse to fall and let you win
They locked me away after all you've had to say
Why are these white walls so comforting?
Why do these drugs taste like candy?
Maybe I've lost, but what exactly did I lose?
My sanity?
No, I already gave that to you.
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