Leave

you tell me you love me
then prove that you don't
you say that you'll stay
but decide that you won't
i start to understand
then you just pull me back
you say that you're sorry
but the truth's what you lack.
you say i'm your future
you as me to stay
i tell you i can't
then "i love you" you say
i fall for it again
i'm so stupid, i swear!
what the HELL am i thinking??
what you're doing isn't fair!
forgive me for my idiocy
forgive me for my mistakes,
i won't make them again
because my life i shall take.
this is not because of you
this is because i'm sick of it all
so when you want to be honest
you'll see it's pointless to call.
because i will not be here
and i learned better than to believe
so let me do us both a favor
please just let me leave