I'm a bit of both

I'm just a little on this side of broken
I'm just a little on this side of hopeless
Everything hurts alot of the time
and I'm probably completely useless in this life

But in the same breath I could say
I make a different person smile everyday
I am kind of funny, and a little smart
I like reading, and writing, and all kinds of art
I can sing and I love to play
and I'm good to cuddle with on a bad day

I guess sometimes I can't see all the good things
They're there, they're part of me
Some days are worse than others, sometimes I wonder if my mind is wrong
but I guess we all do, we all have bad things, hopefully it won't last too long

Some days I feel like exploding, like telling them right where they can go
But as much as I want to, my mind says no
I'm a little on this side of bitchy
a little on this side of mean

but in the same breath I could tell you
that you have issues too
As much as you hide them
I know they're there, they're a part of you