Black Hole

It has sadden me how our relationship is fabricated. We are like two pieces of cloth that have been sewen together and now has been worn down through time.The tension in the room is like a rubber band. If any word is to be spoken to break the silence, the rubber band will pop and break causing floods of anger to pour out. A dark cloud over cast our heads.Our shadows mock, and laugh at our failures. The only grip of humanity we have is crushed by our own guilt and sorrow. I am affected in a great way.My chest is tight because it aches as my life crashes and burns. I try to speak but, my throat has a lump in it, the words are lost. I clench my fist so i can get in control but, it doesnt work. You are still far away and seeing you causes me great pain. I see it coming, the endless hole of deression. I see my demise layed out right in front of me. The world is no longer there. I am gone. I have no body. You have destroyed me. And i have destroyed my self. Leave nothing.