You not a Ghost

I hate what I feel now
And that it brought a row
I wish I kept what I felt
Hidden under my belt
Its take one step at a time
To being back what was mine
With good friends around
To pull me off the ground
But the good friend I cost
I happen to be my big loss

Can you forgive me now
And turn the frown upside down
I write what I want
But forget about the don’t
Because I hurt those I love the most
You’re the one that shouldn’t be a ghost