I Was so Stupid
I haven't even felt like writing until this time
To get rid of all what inside and do feel a bit fine .
I thought I must get these memory down in writing .
Because I think when I'm writing the pain will be lighten .
Every nice memory happened to me was fake .
That's why I'm writing in pencil to be able rub out my mistakes.
you cant ever look at things from my point of view .
except if what happened to me happened to you too .
That was the most horrible feeling that I've ever felt .
I felt all the love which I was keeping in my heart was melt.
Suddenly all the lights went out I couldn't see anythings from the tears.
and I was an idiot and crazy girl to believed the past years.
The news was worse than I had expected to hear .
Fortunately , when I heard it no one was near .
When I'm thinking about it my heart aches and staying always regret .
Like some one slam me and said this is the reality which I have to accept .
Now I'm certainly sure that they don't mean any thing to me .
Surely like a musical scale couldn't be complete without the note me .
They are means nothing to like when the insects die .
Because of it I have to understand and regret why I was cry .
people believed that loving things is the best way to remember them .
And I believed If I want to forget any thing just hate them .
Every word they were break,every nice memory they fake.
They must be a bush to every step I'm going to take .
My eyes will never fill with tears for them and always be dry .
cause I have true friends whom can make me fly .
Friends who always be with me and they're never say good bye .
even if I don't ring them when I'm not OK they punish me and asking me why .
I want to talk , but I have nothing to say .
The game is over , and no more games to play .
From now and on , I want to work , I want to walk .
I don't wanna stay like a frozen rock .
To get rid of all what inside and do feel a bit fine .
I thought I must get these memory down in writing .
Because I think when I'm writing the pain will be lighten .
Every nice memory happened to me was fake .
That's why I'm writing in pencil to be able rub out my mistakes.
you cant ever look at things from my point of view .
except if what happened to me happened to you too .
That was the most horrible feeling that I've ever felt .
I felt all the love which I was keeping in my heart was melt.
Suddenly all the lights went out I couldn't see anythings from the tears.
and I was an idiot and crazy girl to believed the past years.
The news was worse than I had expected to hear .
Fortunately , when I heard it no one was near .
When I'm thinking about it my heart aches and staying always regret .
Like some one slam me and said this is the reality which I have to accept .
Now I'm certainly sure that they don't mean any thing to me .
Surely like a musical scale couldn't be complete without the note me .
They are means nothing to like when the insects die .
Because of it I have to understand and regret why I was cry .
people believed that loving things is the best way to remember them .
And I believed If I want to forget any thing just hate them .
Every word they were break,every nice memory they fake.
They must be a bush to every step I'm going to take .
My eyes will never fill with tears for them and always be dry .
cause I have true friends whom can make me fly .
Friends who always be with me and they're never say good bye .
even if I don't ring them when I'm not OK they punish me and asking me why .
I want to talk , but I have nothing to say .
The game is over , and no more games to play .
From now and on , I want to work , I want to walk .
I don't wanna stay like a frozen rock .