Just exist don't live or love.

Will I always be alone?
Condemned to live,
But not to love?
My cold heart not to be touched.

Icy, eternal darkness
Cold bitter winds
For empty lands,
In my shadow nightmare.

A lonely echo sounded,
across the sea,
beyond the land
A far call. No one answers.

A desolate mystery,
forever unsolved.
A cursed land of heart,
Am I not able to love?

To be admired from afar,
A dangerous beauty.
My heart is frozen,
Too cold to be dared to touch.

Will I be able to love?
Surely there's someone,
A person to hug,
Brave and warm to melt my heart.

How long will this be taking?
The time seems to stretch,
Longer and longer.
Life and a half just waiting.

A temple of sad beauty,
No people stray close,
too scared to come near.
I'll stay by my stranded post.

Am I just scared of living,
To be, just exist?
Have I been condemned
to a life of loneliness?