What ever has been?

It's when you're waiting for that whisper, the one that says..."In time, everything will be ok." But you know it's all just in your head. Your hands begin to shake, just as your mind goes blank. It becomes nothing but judgement. Tell me this, Who are you? Where have you been? Tell me this, when will it all end? it's all only just begun to crash, and you'll stand there as I start to burn. The sane never have full control. So stand there as I lose control. Stand there as it all begins to fall apart. This is never what we bargained for...But what ever has been?